Valentine's Day 2011

My V-day? A history. 

I broke up with him on a V-day. I got the signs from God to break up, I guess. First sign, in the morning, he sms-ed me with rude words. And then, in the class, he didn't sat beside me as usual. Another sign. On V-day eve night, he asked me to have lunch with him (he's buying), only two of us, unlike with our friends, as usual. Maybe he wants to celebrate V-day, I don't know. I told him, no need to go to a fancy restaurant, it's expensive. I told him, just go to the normal shop to have lunch la.

After class, HE DIDN'T WAIT FOR ME and just walked by himself to the shop, what kind of man does that? JERK. I had enough, I don't care anymore. So, I confronted him to put 'us' to an end. Well, I don't love him anymore, honestly. I don't have the feeling towards him since 7 months we were together. 

His ego just makes me sick. Well, you know guys, with their ego? And what I really don't like about him when he likes to post about our unhappy relationship to the public (via Facebook and Blogger). Why la want to tell all the world about our relationship? You should keep to yourself saja bah. I never do that before, even though I'm not happy about us. He wants attention, perhaps. I can't tolerate with that. Selama ni, saya tahan hati saja. Plus, he and this girl is so mesra in FB. I ever asked him who is she. Then, later that day he deleted all his wallposts with that girl at his profile. Something must going on right? If not, why do he have to delete them? And he is a guy who have trust issue. Whats with the doubt, young man? If you don't trust me, we better be off. Nuff said.

I'm better off single than being in a relationship that is not working at all. I'm more happier like this. Single is not lonely. I still have my friends and family, who loves me. I don't need a man (in this moment), to make me feel loved. Studies are much more important. I'm still young, I will find the right guy for me someday. Only time will tell. Of course, I broke into tears, thinking what we ever shared, futhermore he's my first. But, tiada jodoh kan.

PS-This is my first ever post about our relationship. I don't care already, I'm just too disappointed.